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Sounds great.

In a related vein, I recommend the wartime diaries of Etty Hillesum, a Dutch Jewish woman who's community is in the process of being shipped off to the camps. A second part consists of letters from a transit camp en route to the chambers.

First published in English in 1986 the New York Times reviewer said it was “A story of spiritual growth such as I have seldom seen anywhere, written with the interior richness and woven design of a Jamesian novel . . .”

That interior richness is a mark of its honesty, not artifice. In unrelenting service to others Etty is determined to live by the highest ideals and never stoops to blame her oppressors and the increasing restrictions on life.

She noticeably doesn’t blame God either as in this pasage.

“I think, alas, there doesn't seem to be much You Yourself can do about our circumstances, about our lives. Neither do I hold You responsible. You cannot help us but we must help You and defend Your dwelling place inside us to the last.”

Or again . . .

"In spite of everything, you always end up with the same conviction. Life is good after all. It's not God's fault that things go awry sometimes, the cause lies in ourselves. And that's what stays with me even now, even when I’m about to be packed off to Poland with my whole family."

I love Etty's writing and her life, lived in deep deprivation in which she never lost her heart. Etty died in 1943, the last words written and thrown from the cattle car on the way to Auschwitz

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